Do you ever feel like you’re just waiting… waiting for the show to start. Waiting for the gears to turn. For things to be set into motion.
Or maybe things are already in motion and you just need to ride the wave. You aren’t in control sometimes and you just need to go along with whatever it is you’re going through. Even when it sucks. Because the universe said so. Because it was meant for you to go through, and try as you might, you couldn’t stop it.
Do you ever feel like you’re here to help people out… to show them what NOT to do. To give them examples of how life works so that maybe one more person won’t have to go through the trauma.
Do you ever feel like “I can’t wait to see what the outcome of all of this will be”… and even though going through the trench and the muck and jumping over all of the hurdles sucks, you’re actually somewhat excited to see how it will all turn out. But you’re scared too. The fear is always there. You’re anxious and scared and depressed about all of it.
But that’s what makes us human, right?
And sometimes it all really just sucks.